How leaves alcohol and drug after news of pregnancy

Before I tell you my story I want to introduce myself . My name is Visi . I am 21 years old and a boy three years . My story began when I was 17 years old . In my life I had very loving , but by the time I was tired and I started to ask other things . When I was at the age of 14 I started to drink any kind of alcohol , drink and cigarettes . When I got home I felt sorry for my mother very upset . There I lived with my father , he left when I was five years old and certainly threw all my mother's fault and did not understand that she was not to blame for what was happening . After recently promised that they would not drink anymore and fulfill my promise . In the first year of high school I began to consume marijuana . Almost every day leave classes and when I went to go teach with red eye. I was very bad at school and of course I got the first year .
Repeated next year in the same school and became friendly with Kathy and Navy , but society certainly continue with the course my friends who were now in the second year . My brother lived with us Kliton not because he had problems with his older brother . One day I met him on the street and asked me to talk to our mother that he came to live with us . So I made and brother came to live at our house . After recently became very ill . On 27 May 2007 the mother gave us the sad news that our brother had died . For me it was very painful , always dreaming with him and ask to take me with him . In the dream he told me that he had not yet my time . On 18 September 2007 I tried cocaine for the first time and I liked it , so I let it consume marijuana to cocaine . I met with a guy that had no important moment for me . Over time I began to get to know more and are more liked . He was 23 years old and had started to consume drugs at age 14 . After a while I started to go out with the young man that I knew . But a shocking news came for both of us then : I was pregnant . Good luck to grow up and leave drugs that also helped him to do the same thing . After that the couple 's problems begin . He did not ignore it , stay with friends all the time and not working . So I decided to leave . I met a guy on MSN smaller than me. We went a few times and thought I was in love with him , but I was actually just hurt for what had become of my beloved former first . I parted with my son who I had known in chat when Dan asked . I told the whole truth . He said he would forgive me , because everything had been his fault . Now we have a new life , I do it and our child three years . Will be married soon . Not consume anything , I finished studies and worked as a secretary. I think now I'm very happy . When love is great and sincere transcends all problems . This is my story , I wish that you have liked and not get my negative example .